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THE SPIRIT OF THE  MASTIFF

I was standing on a hillside in a field of blowing wheat,
and the spirit of a Mastiff was lying at my feet.
He looked at me with kind dark eyes, an ancient wisdom shining through,
And in the essence of his being I saw love there too.
His mind did lock upon my heart as I stood there on that day
And he told me of this story about a place so far away.
I stood upon that hillside in a field of blowing wheat
and in a twinkling of a second his spirit left my feet.
His tale did put my heart at ease, my fears did fade away
about what lay ahead of me on another distant day.
I live among God's creatures now in the heavens of your mind,
So do not grieve for me, my friend, as I am with my kind
My collar is a rainbow's hue, my leash a shooting star,
My boundaries are the Milky Way where I sparkle from afar.
There are no pens or kennels her for I am not confined,
But free to roam God's heavens among the Mastiff kind.
I nap the day on a snowy cloud, gentle breezes rocking me,
And dream the dreams of earthlings and how it used to be.
The trees are full of liver treats and tennis balls abound,
And milkbones line the walkways just waiting to be found.
There even is a ring set up, the grass all lush and green,
Where even Rescue Mastiffs become the Best of Breed.
For we're all winners in this place, we have no fault you see
And God passes out those ribbons to each one, even me.
I drink form waters laced with gold, my world a beauty to behold,
and wise old dogs do form my pride to amble at my very side.
At night I sleep in angel's arms, her wings protecting me,
And moonbeams dance about us as stardust fall on thee.
So when your life on earth is spent and you stand at heaven's gate,
Have no fear or loneliness for here you know I wait.
Author Unknown


God saw you getting tired, and a cure was not to be.  So He put his arms around  you and whispered, "Come to me".

With tearful eyes we watched you, and saw you pass away, and although we loved you dearly, we could not make you stay.

A golden heart stopped beating, tail and paws at rest.  God broke our hearts to prove to us He only takes the best.


Mooch

Mooch came into our lives in the evening hours of August 25, 1999.  Mooch left our lives in the early morning hours of June 7, 2001. 

Sadly missed by Sue, Barron, Sex & Whitey

  He came to me one evening, all sad and lonely too - you see he’d lost his sister and the only life he knew.  That life was cruel and hateful, no goodness was he shown- we were both searching for something, at that time unknown.

Sex became his sister, and I became his mom...little did I realize what I had taken on.  I stood by him while eating, I taught him right from wrong..  I almost didn’t make it, it took so awful long.

He taught me joy and laughter, and lasting patience too. He gave me unconditional love like all my good friends do.  He was my constant companion, I taught him life was good. He flourished with my love for him and proud and tall he stood.

He woke me every morning, he slept each day at my feet. In the evening he sang and talked to me, he never missed a treat. He leapt when being playful, he protected me to the end. I never ever felt afraid, his duty to me was to defend.

At night a kiss and "sleepytime" was all he needed to hear, to know another day was ending and morning would be near.  Each night before he closed his eyes, he rose to check on me - a sniff was all I ever heard, it always had to be.

Who knows why you went by the road, you never did before. If I could change one thing in life, I’d wait beside the door.  I miss him more than words can say, he knew I loved him dear. His memories will never fade and I’ll always hold him near.

He taught me things I can’t repay, and now that he is gone - it seems the house is empty, that things just can’t go on.  Goodbye my faithful companion, your life was short but sweet. I know you know I loved you, and someday soon we’ll meet.  To spend together forever in a different place we know. I love you Mooch my "baby", I’m so sorry you had to go.


 
 

 

 

Rocky entered my life on June 30. 2001 and left it April 11, 2005. 

You needed me and I needed you… it was fate that made us find each other at just the right time.  Even though we both said no more... it’s too much.  And you tested me every step of the way… at first.  Towards the end you’d holler for me even when I went to tend to another mastiff in need.  We both knew it was time and you waited until I was right there by your side and it was quick...  Thank you… Although I miss you something terrible… you are now healthy.  You were my Rockaman… The Rock Man… everyone stopped to comment on how awesome you were… Only you and I knew you were my baby.  You gave me strength to go on when our life fell apart and you endured the long move to start again.  You pulled through more than once because I still needed you… You will always be with me… until we meet again… I love you…  Sue 



Derby was only with me for five short weeks.  Her strength, beauty, grace, willingness to please, and loving ways will always be with me.  I'm so very greatful our paths crossed and while I understand my job was to help her over the Bridge loved and held close, it is not easy to let go.  

Run free with your health restored and be happy with all those that have gone before you.  May you find the softest bed to sneak up on until mine is available again.  I love ya baby girl...  Sue


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DALTON - Dumped with Derby. severely heartworm positive, he pulled through and spent 4 wonderful years with me.  What an awesome mastiffboy... spoiled rotten... goofier than heck... and wasn't with me long enough.  I miss you...


PEACHES - No one wanted to adopt her... so she decided to live out her life with me.  Boy did everyone miss out on a beautiful, sweet, protective and very loving mastiffgirl.  I couldn't have asked for a more wonderful apricot girl to spend her life with me.  I'll never forget you Peachies... you were such a good girl... I love you and I miss you...

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SEX - Was adopted and given to me as a gift in 1995 from the Hilliard, OH Humane Society as a 5 month old puppy.  What a terror she was until she was about 8 years old!  She was the real mascot of the rescue for many, many years.  She lived to be almost 15 years old, and endured spleen cancer,  and was as sweet and good in the end as she was her entire life.  She always took 2nd place to all the rescues coming in and out and never complained.  Just laid her head down and sighed...  I love you Sex... you and I went through alot and if it wasn't for you I don't think I would have made it.  You were my girl... I miss you... and we'll be together again...

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My Motley Crew  


Dezi Lou and Madaline Main

So lucky to have been loved by Nancy and Susan and Dooney & Roscoe & Gen 

September, 2011 - - It has been a very busy week at the Rainbow Bridge.  Maddie and Dezi both decided the time had come to visit their brothers and sisters who have been waiting for them at the bridge.  I know it was a joyous and raucous reunion!!  While we miss them both terribly, we are grateful for the time we had with them and will celebrate their lives with what has become our tradition...an ice cream toast!!!  So if you get a chance, have some ice cream in honor of Dezi Lou and Madaline Main!!!

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In Memory of Bubba

 

In Memory of Mary

 

 

Sophie

 

 

 

 

Thor I'll never forget you,  'ya big lug head....  you gave me more than you will ever know..... until we meet again.... I love you....  Sue

 

 

 

 

 

Tonka I'll miss ya bud... Until we meet again, I know that you are now safe with those who have gone before you and your mind is now at peace... Sue

 

 

 

 
        

 

 

  Prince  Your valiant struggle to overcome what you were forced to endure by stupid humans was amazing. You finally knew what love and caring was.  Until we meet again... Sue 

 

Max  

You are now healthy and whole and free of all the pain.  Until we meet again, may there be miles and miles of open fields for you to run to your heart's content... Sue

 

 

Moose

 

You and I tried so hard Moose... may what caused you so much pain and confusion now be vanished.  I know you have found the loving arms of an angel to watch over you and love you until we meet again... Sue  

 

Bee (aka Beauty) - Such a beautiful girl... crossed  Rainbow Bridge 1/22/06.  Very loved by Elvis, Giselle, Mannie and family.

 

 

Nemo... left this world in December of '06.  He was so lucky to have been loved and so well cared for... and was such a wonderful neoboy... Mara, his neogirl, is also sadly missed... May you both be happy, healthy and free until you are with Matt again... Sue

 

 

HOWIE left us on Mother's Day (5/13/07).  He was a 2 old male harlequin great dane that came to rescue severely emaciated, with an embedded collar and no socialization skills.  Also severe heartworm positive and with adrenal gland tumors.  He was so loved by his foster family (the Adams), both skin and fur and their extended family and friends.  He learned through all of them what being able to live inside, love, good food, care and a warm bed is... things he wouldn't have had if not for them.  And he loved them back unconditionally.  He got all the medical care he could handle... he just got tired. There were so many that helped Howie that never did get to meet him and cared enough to want to help.  Thank you all so much.  He lives on in each and every one of us that did.  May you rest in peace sweet baby Howie...  

 

2006 - Rest in Peace Chaz...

 

 

 

Dude - who left us in January of 2008... What a lucky bordeaxboy you were for finding Susan, Hal, Rascal, Angel and the rest of the crew who were your family... Rest in peace awesome DudeMan... you were very loved by us all...

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It is with a very heavy heart and tearful eyes that I write this email. Sam passed away tonight, and he took a large piece of our hearts with him. Sam will be greatly missed and fondly remembered as a loved and loyal family member. He was a working dog in every sense of the word. It was a privilege to have him for good 4 years, and the life journey we shared will be treasured and honored.

 Photobucket  Dozer - 3/18/11 - - I was fortunate enough to see Dozer again before he crossed Rainbow Bridge... what a lucky neoboy he was to be loved by Mike & Lori - "We had a party with all his friends, he had a t-bone steak and endless ice cubes to celebrate the time we had with him. We sure do miss him. Thank you and lots of love - Mike" 

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    Rosie (aka Roxy) was dumped with Remi and found a wonderful home with Toni where she was very loved- She left this world on 4/16/11.  Rest in Peace Rosie... may you and Remi be running together again!  

 

 

 Bullwinkle - Very, very loved.... 6/09

 

Zoe Very loved and missed.... 1/5/10

 

Camilla

 

Bruno 3/11/09 - Truly loved and sadly missed... 

 

 

Bentley 3/15/10  Truly loved and sadly missed... 

Izzie

 

Mighty Blue  - - 2/16/11 - - Blue is gone.  As Sue knows, he was diagnosed with bone cancer in December and I've known it was coming.  We sat on the floor at the vet this afternoon and I held him as he passed over.  I feel very blessed that we had this much time after the diagnosis.  Luckily I have not had to travel as much since the diagnosis so we have spent a great deal of quality time together.  The two of you are responsible for bringing this wonderful dog into my life and for that you will always have a special place in my heart.  It was 6 years ago this month and I have loved every one of them.  I have only lived 2 months in this house without him so the hole that is left in my home is almost as big as the one in my heart.  Thank you both for giving me the blessing that was Blue.  Candye

 

Tyche

 

 

 

Very wonderful slide show of the rainbow bridge on the internet: http://www.indigo.org/rainbowbridge_ver2.html

 

A Living Love

If you ever love an animal, there are three days in your life you will always remember . . .

The first is a day, blessed with happiness, when you bring home your young new friend. You may have spent weeks deciding on a breed. You may have asked numerous opinions of many vets, or done long research in finding a breeder. Or, perhaps in a fleeting moment, you may have just chosen that silly looking mutt in a shelter -- simply because something in its eyes reached your heart. But when you bring that chosen pet home, and watch it explore, and claim its special place in your hall or front room -- and when you feel it brush against you for the first time -- it instills a feeling of pure love you will carry with you through the many years to come.

The second day will occur eight or nine or ten years later. It will be a day like any other. Routine and unexceptional. But, for a surprising instant, you will look at your longtime friend and see age where you once saw youth. You will see slow deliberate steps where you once saw energy. And you will see sleep when you once saw activity. So you will begin to adjust your friend's diet -- and you may add a pill or two to her food. And you may feel a growing fear deep within yourself, which bodes of a coming emptiness.  And you will feel this uneasy feeling, on and off, 

until the third day finally arrives...... And on this day -- if your friend and whatever higher being you believe in have not decided for you, then you will be faced with making a decision of your own -- on behalf of your lifelong friend, and with the guidance of your own deepest Spirit. But whichever way your friend eventually leaves you - - you will feel as alone as a single star in the dark night. If you are wise, you will let the tears flow as freely and as often as they must. And if you are typical, you will find that not many in your circle of family or friends will be able to understand your grief, or comfort you. But if you are true to the love of the pet you cherished through the many joy-filled years, you may find that a soul -- a bit smaller in size than your own -- seems to walk with you, at times, during the lonely days to come. And at moments when you least expect anything out of the ordinary to happen, you may feel something brush against your leg --very, very lightly. And looking down at the place where your dear, perhaps dearest, friend used to lie -- you will remember those three significant days. The memory will most likely to be painful, and leave an ache in your heart. As time passes the ache will come and go as if it has a life of its own. You will both reject it and embrace it, and it may confuse you. If you reject it,it will depress you. If you embrace it, it will deepen you. Either way, it will still be an ache.

But there will be, I assure you, a fourth day when .... along with the memory of your pet -- and piercing through the heaviness in your heart -- there will come a realization that belongs only to you. It will be as unique and strong as our relationship with each animal we have loved, and lost. This realization takes the form of a Living Love -- like the heavenly scent of a rose that remains after the petals have wilted, this Love will remain and grow -- and be there for us to remember. It is a love we have earned. It is the legacy our pets leave us when they go. And it is a gift we may keep with us as long as we live. It is a Love which is ours alone. And until we ourselves leave, to join our Beloved Pets -- it is a Love we will always possess.

 

To my beloved owner, there's some things I'd like to say. But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.  I'm writing this from the Bridge.  Here I dwell with God above.  Here there's no more tears of sadness.  Here is just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight. Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through, God picked me up and hugged me and He said, I welcome you. It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, They'll be here later on.  God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.  And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you. And when you lie in bed at night the day's chores put to flight, God and I are closest to you in the middle of the night. When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years, because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.  But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.  Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain. I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.  If I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.  But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is o'er. I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before. There are rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb; But together we can do it by taking one day at a time. It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too; That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.  If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain; Then you can say to God at night My day was not in vain.  And now I am contented that my life was worthwhile.  Knowing as I passed along I made somebody smile.  God says:  If you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low; Just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.  When you're walking down the street with me on your mind; I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.  And when it's time for you to go, from that body to be free. Remember you're not going, you're coming here to me.  -Author Unknown

 

If tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see, 

If the sun should rise and find your eyes are filled with tears for me;

I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today,

While thinking of the many things we didn't get to say.

 

I know how much you love me, as much as I love you,

And each tme that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too;

But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand,

that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand,

 

And said my place was ready, in Heaven far above,

And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye,

For all my life I've always thought I didn't want to die.

 

I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do,

It seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad,

I thought of all that we had shared, and all the fun we had.

 

If I could relive yesterday, just even for awhile,

I'd say goodbye and kiss you and maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized, that this could never be,

For emptiness and memories would take the place of me.

 

And when I thought of worldly things, I might miss some tomorrow,

I thought of you and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through Heaven's gates, I felt so much at home,

When God looked down and smiled at me, from His great golden throne.

 

He said "This is eternity and all I've promised you.

Today your life on earth is past, but here life starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last,

and since each day is the same way, there's no longing for the past.

 

You have been so faithful, so trusting and so true,

Though there were times you did some things you knew you shouldn't do.

But you have been forgiven, and now at last you're free.

So won't you come and take my hand and share your life with me?"

 

So when tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart,

For every time you think of me, I'm right here in your heart.  

 

Music by Maria Danes dedicated to Mercy, the pit bull, who was tortured and died.  Operation Kindness rescued Mercy and did all they could.  

    

THE RAINBOW BRIDGE
(Dedicated to Mercy)

You wonder why or how
Some people grow so mean
They hurt defenseless souls
Their hearts are cold, oh Mercy

You were young and sweet
A tender gentle friend
Easy to defeat
Oh Mercy...

All the lost and found
On the rainbow bridge
Spare their tears of pain
Heal their suffering
Light the troubled way
Keep their memory safe
For the rainbow's end
Is a brighter day...

I see your trusting face
No man should ever harm
Rest in peace my dear
Oh Mercy
You're in a better place
Held soft by angels arms
Sleep now precious one
Oh Mercy

All the lost and found
On the rainbow bridge
Spare their tears of pain
Heal their suffering
Light the troubled way
Keep their memory safe
For the rainbow's end
Is a brighter day...

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An Old Dog

Just a sweet story ...(with permission to cross post)
They can be eccentric, slow afoot, even grouchy. But dogs live out their final days, says The Washington Post's Gene Weingarten, with a humility and grace we all could learn from.

Not long before his death, Harry and I headed out for a walk that proved eventful. He was nearly 13, old for a big dog. Walks were no longer the slap-happy Iditarods of his youth, frenzies of purposeless pulling in which we would cast madly off in all directions, fighting for command. Nor were they the exuberant archaeological expeditions of his middle years, when every other tree or hydrant or blade of grass held tantalizing secrets about his neighbors. In his old age, Harry
had transformed his walk into a simple process of elimination- a dutiful, utilitarian, head-down trudge. When finished, he would shuffle home to his ratty old bed, which graced our living room because Harry could no longer ascend the stairs. On these walks, Harry seemed oblivious to his surroundings, absorbed in the arduous responsibility of placing foot before foot before foot before foot. But this time, on the edge of a small urban park, he stopped to watch something. A man was throwing a Frisbee to his dog. The dog, about Harry's size, was tracking the flight expertly, as Harry had once done, anticipating hooks and slices by watching the pitch and roll and yaw of the disc, as Harry had done, then catching it with a joyful, punctuating leap, as Harry had once done, too.

Harry sat. For 10 minutes, he watched the fling and catch, fling and catch, his face contented, his eyes alight, his tail a-twitch. Our walk home was almost ... jaunty.

Some years ago, The Washington Post invited readers to come up with a midlife list of goals for an underachiever. The first-runner- up prize went to: "Win the admiration of my dog."

It's no big deal to love a dog; they make it so easy for you. They find you brilliant, even if you are a witling. You fascinate them, even if you are as dull as a butter knife. They are fond of you, even if you are a genocidal maniac. Hitler loved his dogs, and they loved him.

Puppies are incomparably cute and incomparably entertaining, and, best of all, they smell exactly like puppies. At middle age, a dog has settled into the knuckleheaded matrix of behavior we find so appealing-his unquestioning loyalty, his irrepressible willingness to please, his infectious happiness. But it is not until a dog gets old that his most important virtues ripen and coalesce. Old dogs can be cloudy-eyed and grouchy, gray of muzzle, graceless of gait, odd of habit, hard of hearing, pimply, wheezy, lazy, and lumpy. But to anyone who has ever known an old dog, these flaws are of little consequence. Old dogs are vulnerable. They show exorbitant gratitude and limitless trust. They are without artifice. They are funny in new and unexpected ways. But, above all, they seem at peace.

Kafka wrote that the meaning of life is that it ends. He meant that our lives are shaped and shaded by the existential terror of knowing that all is finite. This anxiety informs poetry, literature, the monuments we build, the wars we wage-all of it. Kafka was talking, of course, about people. Among animals, only humans are said to be self-aware enough to comprehend the passage of time and the grim truth of mortality. How, then, to explain old Harry at the edge of that park, gray and lame, just days from the end, experiencing what can only be called wistfulness and nostalgia? I have lived with eight dogs, watched six of them grow old and infirm with grace and dignity, and die with what seemed to be acceptance. I have seen old dogs grieve at the loss of their friends. I have come to believe that as they age, dogs comprehend the passage of time, and, if not the inevitability of death, certainly the relentlessness of the onset of their frailties. They understand that what's gone is gone.

What dogs do not have is an abstract sense of fear, or a feeling of injustice or entitlement. They do not see themselves, as we do, as tragic heroes, battling ceaselessly against the merciless onslaught of time. Unlike us, old dogs lack the audacity to mythologize their lives. You've got to love them for that.

The product of a Kansas puppy mill, Harry was sold to us as a yellow Labrador retriever. I suppose it was technically true, but only in the sense that Tic Tacs are technically "food." Harry's lineage was suspect. He wasn't the square-headed, elegant type of Labrador you can envision in the wilds of Canada hunting for ducks. He was the shape of a baked potato, with the color and luster of an  interoffice envelope.  You could envision him in the wilds of suburban Toledo, hunting for nuggets of dried food in a carpet.

His full name was Harry S Truman, and once he'd reached middle age, he had indeed developed the unassuming soul of a haberdasher. We sometimes called him Tru, which fit his loyalty but was in  other ways a misnomer: Harry was a bit of an eccentric, a few bubbles off plumb.  Though he had never experienced an electrical shock, whenever he encountered a wire on the floor-say, a power cord leading from a laptop to a wall socket-Harry would stop and refuse to proceed. To him, this barrier was as impassable as the Himalayas. He'd stand there, waiting for someone to move it. Also, he was afraid of wind.

While Harry lacked the wiliness and cunning of some dogs, I did watch one day as he figured out a basic principle of physics. He was playing with a water bottle in our backyard-it was one of those 5-gallon cylindrical plastic jugs from the top of a water cooler. At one point, it rolled down a hill, which surprised and delighted him. He retrieved it, brought it back up and tried to make it go down again. It wouldn't. I watched him nudge it around until he discovered that for the bottle to roll, its long axis had to be perpendicular to the slope of the hill. You could see the understanding dawn on his face; it was Archimedes in his bath, Helen Keller at the water spigot. That was probably the intellectual achievement of Harry's life, tarnished only slightly by the fact that he spent the next two hours insipidly entranced, rolling the bottle down and hauling it back up.  He did not come inside until it grew too dark for him to see.

I believe I know exactly when Harry became an old dog. He was about 9 years old. It happened at 10:15 on the evening of June 21, 2001, the day my family moved from the suburbs to the city. The move took longer than we'd anticipated. Inexcusably, Harry had been left alone in the vacated house-eerie, echoing, empty of furniture and of all belongings except Harry and his bed-for eight hours. When I arrived to pick him up, he was beyond frantic.  He met me at the door and embraced me around the waist in a way that is not immediately reconcilable with the musculature and skeleton of a dog's front legs. I could not extricate myself from his grasp. We walked out of that house like a slow-dancing couple, and Harry did not let go until I opened the car door.

He wasn't barking at me in reprimand, as he once might have done. He hadn't fouled the house in spite. That night, Harry was simply scared and vulnerable, impossibly sweet and needy and grateful. He had lost something of himself, but he had gained something more touching and more valuable. He had entered old age.

In the year after our move, Harry began to age visibly, and he did it the way most dogs do. First his muzzle began to whiten, and then the white slowly crept backward to swallow his entire head. As he became more sedentary, he thickened a bit, too.

On walks, he would no longer bother to scout and circle for a place to relieve himself. He would simply do it in mid-plod, like a horse, leaving the difficult logistics of drive-by cleanup to me. Sometimes, while crossing a busy street, with cars whizzing by, he would plop down to scratch his ear. Sometimes, he would forget where he was and why he was there. To the amusement of passersby, I would have to hunker down beside him and say, "Harry, we're on a walk, and we're going home now. Home is this way, okay?" On these dutiful walks, Harry ignored almost everything he passed. The most notable exception was an old, barrel-chested female pit bull named Honey, whom he loved. This was surprising, both because other dogs had long ago ceased to interest Harry at all, and because even back when they did, Harry's tastes were for the guys.

Still, when we met Honey on walks, Harry perked up. Honey was younger by five years and heartier by a mile, but she liked Harry and slowed her gait when he was around. They waddled together for blocks, eyes forward, hardly interacting but content in each other's company. I will forever be grateful to Honey for sweetening Harry's last days.

Some people who seem unmoved by the deaths of tens of thousands through war or natural disaster will nonetheless grieve inconsolably over the loss of the family dog. People who find this behavior distasteful are often the ones without pets. It is hard to understand, in the abstract, the degree to which a companion animal, particularly after a long life, becomes a part of you. I believe I've figured out what this is all about. It is not as noble as I'd like it to be, but it is not anything of which to be ashamed, either.

In our dogs, we see ourselves. Dogs exhibit almost all of our emotions; if you think a dog cannot register envy or pity or pride or melancholia, you have never lived with one for any length of time.  What dogs lack is our ability to dissimulate. They wear their emotions nakedly, and so, in watching them, we see ourselves as we would be if we were stripped of posture and pretense. Their innocence is enormously appealing. When we watch a dog progress from puppyhood to old age, we are watching our own lives in microcosm. Our dogs become old, frail, crotchety, and vulnerable, just as Grandma did, just as we surely will, come the day. When we grieve for them, we grieve for ourselves.

From the book Old Dogs, text by Gene Weingarten and Michael S. Williamson, based on a longer excerpt that originally appeared in The Washington Post. C2008 by Gene Weingarten and Michael S. Williamson.  Reprinted by permission of Simon & Schuster Inc.


Rescue Rainbow Bridge

Unlike most days at RainBow Bridge, this day dawned cold and gray, damp as a swamp and as dismal as could be imagined. All the recent arrivals were confused and concerned. They had no idea what to think for they had never experienced a day like this before. But the animals who had spent some time waiting for their beloved people knew exactly what was happening and began to gather at the pathway leading to the Bridge to watch. They knew this was something special.

It wasn't too long before an elderly animal came into view, head hung heavy and low with tail dragging along the ground. The other animals on the pathway...the ones who had been at RainBow Bridge for a while...knew the story of this sad creature immediately. They had seen it happen far too many times.

Although it was obvious the animal's heart was leaden and he was totally overcome with emotional pain and hurt, there was no sign of injury or any illness. Unlike the pets waiting at the Bridge, this dog had not been restored to his prime. He was full of neither health nor vigor. He approached slowly and painfully, watching all the pets who were by now watching him. He knew he was out of place here. This was no resting place for him. He felt instinctively that the sooner he could cross over, the happier he would be. But alas, as he came closer to the Bridge, his way was barred by the appearance of an Angel who spoke softly to the old dog and apologized sorrowfully, telling him that he would not be able to pass. Only those animals who were with their special people could pass over the RainBow Bridge. And he had no special beloved people...not here at the Bridge nor on Earth below.

With no place else to turn, the poor elderly dog looked toward the fields before the Bridge. There, in a separate area nearby, he spotted a group of other sad-eyed animals like himself...elderly and infirm. Unlike the pets waiting for their special people, these animals weren't playing, but simply lying on the green grass, forlornly and miserably staring out at the pathway leading to the Bridge. The recent arrival knew he had no choice but to join them. And so, he took his place among them, just watching the pathway and waiting.

One of the newest arrivals at the Bridge, who was waiting for his special people, could not understand what he had just witnessed and asked one of the pets who had been there for some time to explain it to him.

"That poor dog was a rescue, sent to the pound when his owner grew tired of him. They way you see him now, with graying fur and sad, cloudy eyes, was exactly the way he was when he was put into the kennels. He never, ever made it out and passed on only with the love and comfort that the kennel workers could give him as he left his miserable and unloved existence on Earth for good. Because he had no family or special person to give his love, he has nobody to escort him across the Bridge."

The first animal thought about this for a minute and then asked, "So what will happen now?"

As he was about to receive his answer, the clouds suddenly parted and the all-invasive gloom lifted. Coming toward the Bridge could be seen a single figure...a person who, on Earth, had seemed quite ordinary...a person who, just like the elderly dog, had just left Earth forever. This figure turned toward a group of the sad animals and extended outstretched palms. The sweetest sounds they had ever heard echoed gently above them and all were bathed in a pure and golden light. Instantly, each was young and healthy again, just as they had been in the prime of life.

From within the gathering of pets waiting for their special people, a group of animals emerged and moved toward the pathway. As they came close to the passing figure, each bowed low and each received a tender pat on the head or a scratch behind the ears. Their eyes grew even brighter as the figure softly murmured each name. Then, the newly-restored pets fell into line behind the figure and quietly followed this person to the Bridge, where they all crossed together.

The recent arrival who had been watching, was amazed. "What happened?"

"That was a rescuer," came the answer. "That person spent a lifetime trying to help pets of all kinds. The ones you saw bowing in respect were those who found new homes because of such unselfish work. They will cross when their families arrive. Those you saw restored were ones who never found homes. When a rescuer arrives, they are permitted to perform one, final act of rescue. They are allowed to escort those poor pets that couldn't place on Earth across the Rainbow Bridge. You see, all animals are special to them...just as they are special to all animals."

"I think I like rescuers," said the recent arrival.

"So does God," was the reply.


MAKING THAT FINAL DECISION TO SAY GOODBYE

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 You're giving me a special gift,

So sorrowfully endowed,

And through these last few cherished days,

Your courage makes me proud.

But really, love is knowing

When your best friend is in pain,

And understanding earthly acts

Will only be in vain.

So looking deep into your eyes,

Beyond, into your soul,

I see in you the magic, that will

Once more make me whole.

The strength that you possess,

Is why I look to you today,

To do this thing that must be done,

For it's the only way.

That strength is why I've followed you,

And chose you as my friend,

And why I've loved you all these years...

My partner till the end.

Please, understand just what this gift

You're giving, means to me,

It gives me back the strength I've lost,

And all my dignity.

You take a stand on my behalf,

For that is what friends do.

And know that what you do is right,

For I believe it too.

So one last time, I breathe your scent,

And through your hand I feel,

The courage that's within you,

To now grant me this appeal.

Cut the leash that holds me here,

Dear friend, and let me run,

Once more a strong and steady dog,

My pain and struggle done.

And don't despair my passing,

For I won't be far away,

Forever here, within your heart,

And memory I'll stay.

I'll be there watching over you,

Your ever faithful friend,

And in your memories I'll run,

... a young dog once again.